Dumi looked at her thoughtfully he was regretting the fact that he had broken her virginity. He loved her from the very first time he saw her, all he ever wanted was to protect her and take care of her needs. He wanted to be successful for her because he knew that she was lazy
"I am so sorry Dumi for not satisfying your needs" I rubbed my eyes I was feeling bad for leading him on.
"I apologise Gugu we shouldn't have done that it's all on me. May you please forgive me my love. The last thing I want is to be in your bad books forgive this silly man" I laughed looking at him
" i forgive you Zwane, I love you"
"I love you so much MaNdaba,you are the only thing that keeps me sane"
"I am glad I do that" I got off the bed limping
"What's wrong maNdaba?" He was laughing
"Go to hell it's burning down here, my cookie is on fire" I went to the bathroom to water my burning cookie, I went back to bed we kissed and cuddled.
It was finally the day to go back home. I packed our things he was in jolly mood
"Then what's happening you have been smiling since forever" he laughed
"I will forever cherish the days we spent here. I love you Gugu you mean the world to me hence I pursued you for a very long time. I had to get you. I loved you the very first time I saw you" he was saying everything that I longed to hear from Lizwi
"I love you too, you used to annoy me hey honestly speaking I loved your annoying self"
"Mhnm you loved the attention I gave you?"
"No I liked it" he laughed again.
We got home around four,aunty was with her friend. I greeted aunty and went to Thando's house. I went inside her house she was busy cooking
"Today you decided to get inside the house without screaming my name like a person who is high on drugs"
"I am good and you" she laughed
"I haven't even greeted you anyway how are you? How was the trip?"
"I am good dear well I enjoyed we even took pictures" I decided to tell her everything
"Gugu did you sleep with him?"
"No I didn't he just inserted it once then I screamed he stopped. I am still a Virgin right?"
"No you are not Gugu, I don't even know what to say to you because you are always on defence mode"
"I can't sing at church anymore Thando I have sinned. My God I broke my promise"
"Listen my angel the bible says no matter how many times a righteous man falls he will rise again. You may take a break from the worship team and work on your purity"
"Thank you Thando you my best friend and I love you for always showing me the way"
"I know right, even if you are Stubborn I tolerate you,we all make mistakes but we learn from them right "
"You are right Thando, I am going please accompany me home"
I got home around six, I cooked for aunty. When I checked my phone I had a dozen of missed calls and messages from Dumi. This guy was something else.
My phone rang
"Baby"
"Oh God you are alive I have been stressing about you Gugu please carry your phone with you always do you want me to die of heart attack" I laughed until tears came out
"Yes Zwane so tell me what's wrong?" He laughed
"I missed hearing your voice,now that I have heard it I am satisfied. Are you done cooking?"
"I am almost done, I love you baby. We will talktomorrow"
"I love you more than I love myself" I giggled dropping the call.
I walked to the living room I found aunty crying holding his picture
"Mawe why are you doing this to yourself? Please let him go. Allow him to rest in peace"
"I loved him Gugu I still remember the day I walked into the yard of the Mapholobas. That man worshipped the ground I walked on. I am glad that I took the teachings that my mother gave me. He wasn't perfect but I stood by him"
"I hear you Mawe but please free him. He is in a peaceful place" she laughed
" who knows maybe he is in hell (we both laughed) on a serious note take whatever I taught with you. You will never go wrong in life"
"Today I am sleeping with you, I missed you"
"Mhnm I would like to believe you. I can see that Zwane boy has done something mhn tell me"
"No I won't " I laughed going to the kitchen.
The following Sunday I didn't sing at church people were asking why, I told them that I was sick those were not lies I was spiritually sick
It was one of those boring Saturdays Mawe wasn't around she had gone to Mpumalanga for her own personal reasons.
I packed a mini bag and went to Snake park.
He wasn't home I had my own spare keys.
I got inside the house and started cooking for him.
He came back around six
"What a surprise MaNdaba what are you cooking for me" he was kissing my neck. The man had the power to make me feel weak with his sexy muscular body.
"Stop what you are doing or the pots will get burnt" I laughed moving away from him.
When I was done cooking I dished for him we later washed the dishes.
He cupped my face and smashed his lips on mine. He was like a salvation to my need. The aroma changed, we were both hungry for each other. He carried me to the bed and removed my dress.
His fingers delicately moved around my sore nipples. He went down caressing my body until he reached my panty. I kissed him the man was good at what he did. He had barely touched me he was outlining every sensitive spot of my body.
"Zwane" his eyes had gotten small
He tore my panty I looked at him not angry but desperately he saw it too. He went down to my cookie and flipped my throbbing clit with his gifted tongue.
I was screaming oh god there was nothing so sweet like that. His tongue was doing wonders he later pinched my clit. I felt an erotic liquid coming out from my cookie it left me powerless my legs were shaking . He removed his shirt and his pants. I could scan his huge manhood inside the briefs
He got on top of the bed and kissed me
"You taste so nice I could eat you the whole day"
"Lizwi " oh god I was so tongue tied. I tasted my juices on his lips
His tongue flickered across my nipple,his teeth softly encircled me,biting it gently I cried. There was something building up in me again it wanted to be freed. He stopped and parted my legs admiring my bare flesh I was ridiculously blushing
He positioned himself inside me
"Lizwi" I was so wet and so slickly
"I love you baby do you understand I love you with my whole heart . Please don't cry honey I will move slowly" tears were forming in the corner of my eyes . My vaginal walls were tightening around his cock, the feeling was bitter sweet. He started moving,his strokes were rhythmically they all carried emotions. He was sweating so was I
"Fuck Gugu what are you doing to me? Damn this home this is fucken home" one last thrust sent me over the edge we were both panting hot liquid flowed in between my thighs..
He got off the bed angry. I guess I didn't satisfy him I was new to this he had to understand
"Gugu give me your phone"
"Hhayi bo out of nowhere you have turned sour what's wrong Zwane?"
"It was going to be better if you had called me that during intimacy"
I panicked, I acted confused I had to cook out lies
He walked to the table and took my phone he kept on searching I had nothing to hide
"Dumi what's wrong? Is this how you thank me for giving up my purity to you"
"Who is Lizwi? Here I am busy with you and you called me Lizwi do you know how that bruised my ego Gugulethu?"
I laughed I had to be smart
"My aunty's late husband was Lizwi. So my aunty often calls you Lizwi because of the way you love me"
"Gugu ucabanga ukuthi ngiyisilima kahle kahle,ngiyinto yokudlalwa uyanya (you think that I am stupid, I am something that you can toy with ,you are mad)"
my tears were supposed to play a trick I cried as if someone was whipping me
"Today you are questioning my love for you Dumi? Have I ever lied to you? You were my first boyfriend. I should have known better" I got off the bed wiping myself I took my dress he came to me kneeling down
"I am so sorry Gugu for accusing you. I know that I acted out of proportion please forgive me. I know you would never hurt me"
"I forgive you baby please don't ever doubt my love for you"
"I won't ever doubt it" he kissed my forehead and went to my lips
"Dumi we didn't use a condom, I don't want to get pregnant I am still young"
"You won't get pregnant baby, I pulled out"
"I felt something hot inside me"
"Gugu look at me, do you trust me baby (Gugu nodded) I would never lie to you because my heart beats for you"
"I trust you Zwane" he went to the shelves and pulled out two condoms
He was something else when it came to intimacy
"Gugu bend over I want to see my cookie bare" I blushed Dumi was turning me into something I wasn't I could feel myself getting wet again. He inserted two fingers inside me I gasped
"You are mine alone Gugu I am not going to share you with anyone" I nodded
"Do you understand Gugu?" I responded in a low voice
"Yes baby yes" he spanked my ass I was already leaking. He fucked me hard I could barely feel my body I lost balance and fell. I felt like my back had dislocated.
He carried me to bed, I immediately slept.
I woke up the next morning and saw him in front of me
"Good morning maNdaba" I blushed facing the other side
"I want to sleep my body is sore"
The truth is I had stopped going to church because I couldn't live a double life. I woke up the next morning feeling nauseous
"Mawe I am dying" she came to the with a jar of water
"Gugu what's wrong with you? "
"It's a stomach bug I think. I feel like my soul is leaving my body" I was even sweating
"You are pregnant wena Gugu,when was the last time you went to your periods? "
"I finished my periods yesterday Mawe I can't be pregnant"
"I hope so Gugu because if you are you would have disappointed me. I told you that fornication is a sin but you never listened. You have even stopped going to church. You tasted the forbidden fruit child"
"I sinned in front of God's eyes and yours please forgive me"
"Go and bath we have to go to the clinic"
After an hour we left for clinic. I tested for STDs I was negative, they did the pregnancy test they came positive. I went back to aunty
"What is wrong Gugu?" I cried
"I am two months pregnant mawe" I couldn't hold my sobs
" you went to Snake park alone and opened your legs voluntary be quiet now ,my daughter it's not the end of the world"
"I should have listened to you mom"
"A child is a gift you can't regret, I am here to support you". My mood went to zero,when I got home I took Dumisani's spare keys and went to his house.
I was mad at myself I decided not to cook he had another thing coming for him. He came in after an hour I cried more he hugged me
"Hey baby what's wrong?what happened? "
"You happened my life was normal before you came into the picture. Now I am pregnant, I am freaken pregnant"
"Wooow baby am I going to be a father? Damn thank you Gugu"
"Does it ring to you that we are not married. Dumisani I can't stay at home anymore. Find us a room we are moving tomorrow. What will the people who know me say? I will be packing my bags tonight. Tomorrow you should come and pick me up"
"Why are you living for people Gugu?"
"Bye see you tomorrow" I left his house after I banged the door so hard he ran after me
"Don't you dare touch me leave me alone"
"Can I leave you at home?"
"Did I come with you? Am I now blind? " I walked very fast.
When I got home I found aunty reading the bible
"Did you tell him Gugu?"
"He's happy mawe and we are moving from here tomorrow"
"Why wasn't I informed Gugu? You love making your own decisions. When it gets hard you come back to me"
"People will laugh at me I can't stay here anymore"
"Why don't you wait for him to marry you before you move in with him MaNdaba?"
"I am not moving in with him because I want him to marry me I am doing it because I am hiding my disgrace" I went to the room and packed my things I read the letter that Lizwi had written for me
"I know my love that four years without communication won't be easy for you. Trust me it's going to be worth it. I will come back with a book that has 1460 pages written about the days spent without communicating with you. Be patient love yours" I cried I should have been patient. Dumi called
"What do you want Dumisani?"
"I wanted to tell you that I got a room in Phumulong"
"Ok see you tomorrow as long as I am away from here you can even find a room in Venda I will still go"
"I love you Gugu" I dropped the call. I cried the whole night, I had betrayed Lizwi and myself.
I woke up with swollen eyes. Aunty was talking Dumi in the kitchen I just passed them I ran to the toilet to vomit again I felt drained. When I raised my head Dumi was beside me carrying a jar of water
"It hurts Dumi" I cried he hugged me
"I am so sorry my love,let me get your things" I got rid of the necklace and the letter yesterday I wasn't worth of him anymore . We drove to Phumulong his brothers helped us to settle down. They kept on saying congratulations, I pretended to be happy
TWO MONTHS LATER
Lizwi parked outside Gugu's house carrying flowers. Her aunty opened the door
"Hey Lizwi you are so grown (Laughing ) it's been long my son"
"Long indeed mom I missed you a lot. Where is my wife to be" they both laughed
"She doesn't stay here anymore. Let me make you some coffee"..
To be continued..
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